is just… complicated. I feel guilty if I hang out with friends because I’m not with boyfriend, but then I lose friends when I hang out with boyfriend. Not like, they won’t talk to me lose, but as in they find new friends and we lose closeness. And it’s just especially hard when you have school and he doesn’t. Because you’re at school for 6 hours, and then practice after school. And then after that it’s boyfriend until bed, because you have absolutely no other time to be with boyfriend. So there’s really no time for friends soooooo it’s like loner status at school -.-
I just wish someone would just give me an answer that would please both sides, lol. Because I’m definitely not giving up on boyfriend or my sport <3. I feel like I’m experiencing the college triangle already (you know, you only get two out of friends, sleep, and grades).
be honest -.-
I’m not saying say “You’re a huge bitch, I don’t like you”.
I’m saying don’t say some bullshit to someone on facebook and then talk shit about them. If you don’t like someone, it’s okay to say “I don’t really like your attitude, but I think you’re smart” or something like that. Just don’t be a dick, both by lying and by being brutally honest.
That’s right, this kid!
Fuck yeah. Couldn’t choose any better people to co-captain with either.
In all honesty though,
today was really upsetting. Rejection feels like shit, and so does being lied to.
but, like someone once said “It’s not what happens in life, it’s how you react to what happens”.
Plus, HATERS GONNA HATE.