From the peanut gallery

You know,

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 00:00:55 -0400

sometimes I just get tired of being called a bitch. Very often, actually. You don’t call someone a bitch when:

you want to talk to someone who you haven’t talked to in a long time, and they don’t answer their phone
a girl is on her period
you’re not that familiar with someone
it’s to your significant other

Sorry if you don’t like my response, but learn some fucking respect and manners. Actually, that’s not even respect or manners really, and you shouldn’t even have to learn that, you should just know that.
[No, my boyfriend did not call me a bitch.]

It's one of those days where I just want to be alone.

Thu, 27 Dec 2012 21:38:21 -0500

This fucking sucks.

Wed, 21 Nov 2012 12:15:24 -0500

My situation just sucks nuts, and there’s nothing there to help me. Nobody offers any help. I can’t even talk to anyone about it. The fucking government is unhelpful. Just what the fuck. Nobody takes it serious, and nobody let’s me do whats best for me. I can’t wait til I’m and adult so I can do what’s best for me, because I’m tired of this. It’s terrible, and I hope nobody ever has to deal with something like this, although I’m sure there’s people out there who do. It sucks. This is the equivalent of being told “No, it’s okay that he beats you, he’s just angry”. It’s not fucking okay, and it never is. People who have psychotic problems do NOT deserve to treat people in a bad way, regardless of how depressed, upset, or whatever they are. It is fucking wrong. People like that, need help, but need to be kept away from people they hurt. Fuck you, and fuck everyone who doesn’t take it serious.

I fucking hate today

Fri, 26 Oct 2012 14:18:22 -0400

To an extent that you could not believe. I just wanna crash my car or fuckin punch a wall. But no, don’t go calling the cops or some shit because I have enough logic to vet power my dumb urges. I’m too scared to do either of those things, or anything else that’s self destructive. Just fuck, if I had the balls.
I hope shit gets better real quick otherwise I’m hut going to start crying out of anger, which wouldn’t be cool beans since I’m currently in public. That’s just awk.
K well, fuck my day, I hope someone else is having a better one.

When did my parents become so fucking rude? Seriously, i didn’t even do anything and...

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 21:27:11 -0400

When did my parents become so fucking rude? Seriously, i didn’t even do anything and they’re just being dicks.

Oh my god

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 13:52:21 -0400

He’s an ass -_-

To whomever it may concern:

Sun, 12 Aug 2012 11:19:09 -0400

Fuck you.

Fuck my lifffffe

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 14:04:41 -0400

Fuck my lifffffe

Please, shoot me now.

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 12:40:17 -0400

My mom is the stupidest person I have EVER met, and in addition to that, is the bitchiest person I know. Dear god, help this woman.

I hate when I make stupid mistakes. …but you’re still a bitch. The biggest ever.

Sun, 05 Aug 2012 11:39:26 -0400

I hate when I make stupid mistakes.
…but you’re still a bitch. The biggest ever.

Fuck this

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 21:17:45 -0400

First off, right now sucks. Second off, I have NOBODY to talk about it with.

imhealthyimhappy: get that thigh gap you want so bad!

Tue, 24 Jul 2012 05:57:55 -0400

imhealthyimhappy:

get that thigh gap you want so bad!

I ran yesterday and now I'm in pain

Mon, 23 Jul 2012 22:57:14 -0400

I don’t mean like soreness, and it’s not my legs. My forearms are in pain, like… on and off sharp pain. It’s not like I ran a lot or haven’t ran in forever, soooo I don’t know what it is. And I don’t know if it’s normal. Any ideas?

Although my stomach is killing me now (working out abs/period) and I’m exhausted from running...

Mon, 23 Jul 2012 07:54:31 -0400

Although my stomach is killing me now (working out abs/period) and I’m exhausted from running so much, I feel better after going to the gym =)

I love the feeling of knowing at least with this pain, I’m gaining something. It sucks, but it’s worth it, and when I don’t work out, I feel even worse.

I’ve been trying to work on my abs for awhile now, although I haven’t done well. I give up often, not because I’m upset or something just… don’t stick with it. But I really want to this time, and I have been for a few weeks now =)

Dear family,

Sun, 22 Jul 2012 08:13:11 -0400

Did I ever tell you how much I fucking hate you? No? Huh, maybe that’s why you guys are STILL BEING FUCKING ASSHOLES.
Less than a month left, and after that you really CAN’T make me do shit. I’ll be making my own decisions, one of them being not seeing you.

Sooooo

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 09:15:13 -0400

I know I should feel guilty, however, I meant what I said.
I’m sorry that you may not like it, or you may not be able to accept it, but that’s how it is and you’ve really pushed me to that point and I just can’t tolerate it anymore.

Photo

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 06:27:23 -0400

I tried greek yogurt

Wed, 18 Jul 2012 09:25:41 -0400

I don’t like it =(
I’m really trying to find healthy foods that don’t taste horrible. So far, nothing other than quacker rice snacks. Any suggestions?

Today’s one of those fml days. =(

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 04:07:35 -0400

Today’s one of those fml days. =(

I received some good criticism today

Wed, 11 Jul 2012 03:19:00 -0400

I have no conviction. I don’t know if that’s a grammatically correct sentence, however that’s the only way I can put it using the word “conviction”. I basically don’t stick to what I say I’ll do. I know what I need to do, but I don’t do it. So, starting today, I’m doing it all. I’m actually going to run, I’m actually going to write down what I eat, and I’m actually going to stop eating bad foods. These are just a few of the things I’ll be doing, because I have many other goals than just being a healthier/better looking me.

edit: And I’m going to be happier, regardless of everything. =)